Feeling like a total screw up right now. So far this week:
Monday ran 3 miles after work. Flew round. Felt fantastic
Tuesday rest day, apart from carrying Benjamin in the backpack all day due to him being a buggy escaping toad
Wednesday. Very low day. Scales confirmed healthy eating and exercise paying off, lost 2lb last week. Low. But rallied to smash out a gym session which boosted me
Thursday. Work. Low day again. Didn't exercise as planned in evening but ate healthily
Friday. Got up at 6am and did exercise DVD as paths very icy out. Will run tomorrow. Benjamin continued to be a toad. Repeatedly lost my shit with him and consumed several thousand calories of sugar to cope. Cried a lot. Seriously considered dropping out of marathon as have no idea how on earth I can do this.
Saturday. Waiting for daddy day care so that I can go out and do 5 or 6 miles. Massive self doubt. No idea how I will fit in the training around family life as it's only week 1 ðŸ˜
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